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mono sucks :( [Thursday November 16th, 2006] soo i thought my bad luck was ending and everything.. and then last week happened! i stayed home monday tuesday and wednesday..went to the dr.they said it was a little virus no big deal! so thrusday i went to school.. then friday i went to school and the game. woke up saturday my throat began to hurt again..i kinda put it beside me basically i really wanted to go out that night with the girls.. we went out. nice dinner. then a party down at the beach which turned out to be a army bro and something hoes.. soo we decided against that one..went to another party..with the ninja which ended with a police threat..went back to amandas.. woke up early sunday for yearbook went to eintines couldnt even eat my bagel my throat hurt soo bad. called my mom she was alittle pissed since i went out the night before.went to yearbook for an hour..came home fall asleep on the couch.woke up went to the dr. they strep tested me again.neg. then mono.. and of course I HAVE MONO! soo basically i have been sleeping ever since! wasnt able to eat anyting intill wednesday..soo basically my life pretty much sucks.i have major amounts of make up work.i sleep all day long.boyys suck.i havent be out of this house in days.i will not be exempt any of my exams.my algebra II teacher is crazyyy!.my hair lady cant do my hair saturday.i miss my friends.im mostly likey going to miss the last football game..or im going to miss us beat chaminade for the frist time ever!i hope im can go out for thanksgiving break.blockbuster does not have gilmore girls.IM DONE! PEACE&&love READ CMNT (0)

life has been soo weird! [Sunday October 29th, 2006] I NEED TO VENT: &since no one reads this.i found this as the perfect place to do soo! okayy soo life has been horrible lately!like seriously nothing good has really happend in the past month! summer was AWESOME! and i partyed all the time! and i seriously had soo much fun with all my friends and everything! then school came.. and now i dont hang out withe some of the people that i hung out over as much! and dont get me wrong i totally love who im hanging out with these days.. i just miss the cypress people and everything! homecoming was soo disappointing..i was seriously soo excited. for everything! the limo.the dance.the hotel. everything! seriously that whole day i was soo freaking happy and soo freaking eexcited.. then some ppeople made some stupid choices and ruined it for ever one!.. i seriouslt thought i was going to pass at drunk some where.. not cry my self to sleep!&&then the after drama with all that.. and worrying about what was going to happen at school or with cheer and everything.. knowing that there was rumors going around and everything.. losing some friends! and people blaming the JUNIOR GIRLS!idkk it just sucks.. but yeah that is basically done..and its old knows..but it seriously just sucks! My grades.. of course they were awesome at the beinging of school then it comes to report card time and they start slipping! it sucks.. because i seriously try soo hard but it gets me NO WHERE! school in genrl is really suckky! this past week was horrible.. gotten written up by LALL!almost had to stay in the deans office all day because i didnt have the right shoes.. then i got kicked out of sallys class which totally ruined my weekend!which leads to about 15 points in 1 week! BOYS.BOYS.BOYS.ughh it seriously really sucks!because i really do like him.. and i really dont even no why i like him soo much! but i do & i cant help it!...and i understand that we will not be able to have a relationship.. but why do we have to basically ignore eachother when we see eachother..i still want to hang out with him and everything..idkk it just sucks! yeahh soo im off to do some school worrk and get ready for school tomorrow and everything! READ CMNT (2)

it been a while [Monday August 28th, 2006] wow its been a freaking long ass time since i last updated. well summer was fucking awesome and i miss it soo much. it was filled with partying and maybe at times partying a little too much. working this summer was okayy. us cheer girles had an awesome time even though many hated us.haha. i miss scott and marissa at school. it really isnt the same without them me and cami became soo close this summer and i freaking love it! i got a car. awesome. even if its a piece of crap.. i still have a car. summer loving..well summer has ended but who knows. i really like him. but idk. i serious really HATE school. it is freaking horrible. idk itisnt that same as last year.. and most of my teachers are crazyy and now we have a hurricane.. which is gret because we have no school tomorrow.. but my parents are crazy and wont let me out of the house.. and for some reason wont let anybody over..crazy parents..well i am off to be really bored.. lets hope this little hurricane just passes by us.. bcause i can deal with a whole another wilma! I LOVE YOU ALL. READ CMNT (0)

[Sunday May 28th, 2006] ITS FINALLY SUMMER! and soo far it has been awesome. but i am soo glad school is done. my finals werent to bad even though i failed math and spainsh. the others i think i did better good in. i have been soo busy lately with yearbook, cheering and now camp starting. i had camp yestruday from 8-4 and i  fell asleep at like 7 and didnt wake up till this morning which felt awesome lol. soo i have a feeling camp is going to be fun this year...im doing cheer with lexie zachoria and this girl andrea and are room is decodrated soo freaking cute! yeaheyah..soo i amm off i think i might go get my nails done talk to yall latere. READ CMNT (0)

its been forever.... [Saturday May 13th, 2006] basically life is okay! some parts of it i LOVE and then some are horrible. im seriously soo happy it is almost summer we only have this week and friday starts exams and then the next week is three half days!i seriously cant wait for summer. it is going to be soo awesome lexie and are working together at heritage and doing a little mixture of jewlery making,scarpbooking and cheering. the only bad thing about school ending is that my grades are horrible. and i really dont think i can bring some of them up. which leads to the fact that if i have bad grades then i might not get a car. which i will seriously kill myself because i hate the fact of having a license but half the time not being able to drive because i dont have a car and the whole fact of my moms car being freaking ugly as hell. and comes to the other problem. i hope i get a cute car! lol neways soo basically my weekends have been pretty much amazing. every since spring break life has been pretty much one big party!! and i love it.that night at town center was awesome.going to freaking magic kingdom was amazing.GGW was basically the best night EVER. last night was the GRAND! my parents and i have being fighting alot lately which reeally suckss but idkk what to doo about it.i guess things will get better soon. cheering is going good.im soo glad spring is almost of because i HATE spring cheerin with a passion the end. IM GROWING MY HAIR OUT.haha random i know. i really need to go to the beach i havent been since spring break. mylovelifesucks.i miss him and i know i really shouldnt because he is an ass and we all know he doesnt miss me its just hard though. maybe i will find someone this summer. i think im begining to have alittle crush on someone..but nahh idk. whatever. IM OFF. PEACE&&love READ CMNT (2)

blah blahh blahhh [Wednesday March 22nd, 2006] i really dont understand why people that dont even know me decide to think i am a blonde&im the stupidest person ever.yeah okayy i mean i do have my blonde moments and dont get the best grades in the world. it just really hurts when i hear that people that dont even know me just think i am the stupidest thing ever.idk it sucks thought. i really dont think they understand what it feels like to be called stupid and shit. whatever idk im done. READ CMNT (0)

hello loves! [Monday March 6th, 2006] didnt go to school today im 'sick' but i am going later for the tennis match because i am just the best tennis team manger around. soo yah, this weekend was fun. the triple date turned out to be really fun.soo i eat really sushi for the first time and i really didnt hate it!lol. umm so i am getting readdy and have to do my hoomwork but i am going out with the madre and the brothers girlfriend to sawgrass for a little outlet shopping. then i am going to the tennis match. and yeah. soo i only have todays of school this week. tuesday and wednesday because thursday is animal kingdom and friday no school.also this weekend marissa is staying at my house because her madre is going out of town soo that should be fun. and i really need to hang out wiht lexie cami and amanda because i seriously havent hung out wiht them in forever. and amanda better come on the animal kingdom trip because yeah! okayy i am off to gett ready and work on journalism.. and i have to go to school and drop off my research paper how stupid is that!ILU<3 READ CMNT (0)

whats new in my life? [Monday February 27th, 2006] soo i havent updated in a while you know made one of thoughs pointless post that no one reads but here it goes: soo aron and i are offical i know that took forever... but it was cute the whold valentines day roses and a bear.<333. IM HAPPY my grades are likke ridiculousy horrible and i seriously should check into going to a like retarded academy. soo when reports cards come out lets just say i am going to be grounded and i have never really been grounded before soo that is going to suck this english research paper is like freaking stressing me out to the max. lost a friend last week. basically i got tried of the bullshit and to hear your 'best friend' is talking shit about you to other 'best friends' it kinda sucks. and i basically was begining to feel like i was only there when she needed.. which sucks but i guess i will get over it. this weekend was fun! hung out with ronnie and linda..i really want to go back up and visit linda but i totally dont know when.. hmm i guess i will figure it out. took the driving test and i totally failed! but yeah i have an appointment to go back the 14th of march but lets hope i can go back before. soo i am on the tennis team but i really dont do anything basically all i do is seat there and get to wear the 'tennis' shirt to school.lol lexie and aron went on that freaking marine bio field trips.. ughh thoughs skanks triple date friday? haha lol should be fun soo i am thinking i need to do some community service and either a walk for the animals down on las olas or some thing at school. who knows. okayy soo i am off to go fall asleep i feel like shit! the end. pointless. READ CMNT (2)

[Wednesday February 8th, 2006] hello, soo yeah i know yestrudays post was basically me bitching and whatever..but yeah its all good.so today for some reasons i feel better about things eventhough it was basically just like yestruday i am not going to let things get to me anymore.basically it is pointless.soo right about now my head hurts.and i should being doing homework but of course i am not.whatever.davis drove me to starbucks after school and basically he is my hero!that shit was good lol anyways.umm i am really begining to think about the lovelife and i really dont know what to do. i am really tired of the bullshit but i really like him.maybe everyone is right i am just going to get hurt.but i hate when people try to tell me how to run my love life and when i look at theirs it is pretty fucked up.but whatever.soo i am basically stressing about this newspaper article considering i am not the best writer in the world and its due friday.ughhness.. but i guess i should get it done.so i had to stay after school till four30 like always because of the mother.soo i decided to go down to tenniss with gabi and i helped with the little kids. i guess its a good way to get service hours.lol.okayy soo this post was basically a whole bunch of pointless shit like every other post. but yeah i am excited for the weekend.friday hanging out with amanda and then saturday beach with everyone. maybe clubbing it saturday night but who knowss... READ CMNT (0)

BLAH BLAH BLAH. [Tuesday February 7th, 2006] i have been feeling really weird lately.i basically seat in class and just think about shit and idk it just sucks.soo i decided i am going to make one of the post about the hates in the world and the good things. i no this is totally pointless and a waste of time but whatever! HATES: :thelovelife,idk i am just freaking tired of the bullshit! :cruises,idk the whole concept of the them stress me out :me actually doing my homework,then being blamed for cheating gettin a zero on it, and being called a retarded all from a teacher that is the biggest ass in the world. :having alot of homework :gettin your nails done and not likeing the color :not beign able to drive! :everyone in my life thinking i am the dumbest blonde ever and people not taking me seriously :everyone thinking i am dumb : GUYS! :having the most retarded cell phone ever :my friends hating him :never being able to hang out with him :valentines day in one week.. :GEOMETRY!! :not being able to drive :when people think they can control and run me.. :having to write this gayass news article for journalism :buying a sea turtle and it tasting funky :that my hair is freaking retarede!!! :being woken up when u are in deep sleep :deciding to do my hair or just make it look retarded :the fact that i am doing this right now :the fact that u have to wear braces for years and then u get them off and think u have freedom but u have to wear a retainer :my ipod not working :the fact that i have like all bad grades :gettin pizza slapped in my face THE GOOD THINGS :IPODS!! :the fact that i have no more homework :food (and that is why i am a fatass) :phonecalls!cough cough :text messages.. they just make me happy :that i am able to drive soon and life will be all good :having friends that can drive :the fact i am going to boca tomorrow : A&f outlet and grandlux the next day :tv :sleeping :this weekend! i have no clue why i am soo excited but i am :cherry coke :starbucks :going to the beach :when my hair is straight and i actually feel like doing it thats basically it.. but i am off to dinner&&maybe repainting my nails.. READ CMNT (2)

sick. [Tuesday January 31st, 2006] soo i stayed home from school today. i feel like shit. and i kinda just needed a day! you know what i am sayin. well i woke up early because someone thought it would be fun to text me..at 7:30am.yeah soo i could go back to sleep after that.but i guess it is all good considerin i went to sleep at 9 and woke up for like 20 mins to talk on the phone. found out something really sad last night. which made me even more depressed. school is going good except i have a D in vartan that skank just hates me.english is becoming very stressful..and this researh paper is the worst thing ever. love life. is becoming annoyin seriously how long am i going to have to wait.. i am begining to think there is never gonna be a really us. and that suckss..but i guess i kinda did this to myself. tenniss..lets just say it is the funniest shit ever. I BASICALLY SUCK!! and we started like really practice yestruday and lets just say it was quite embrassing.. i beginigng to think this is basically a waste of my time and i should just take lessons and be on the team next year or soemthing idk basically life has become very stressfull and i just needed a day off.. i am off to probally go watch some tv. I LOVE YOU ALL. READ CMNT (0)

life is good! [Saturday January 14th, 2006] can u say 4 DAY WEEKEND? soo last night amandalexiecamigabi&me went to play tennis for a while and i totally suckk it is kinda funny... the tennis team should be fun?lol..then we went out to dinner at GRAND LUX CAFE!yeah that place makes me happy..then we went back to gabs and chilled and made bracelets! then this am we woke up got ready for the beach.went to the pancake house which sucks compared to the one in plantation..ughh nasty..then we went down to the beach which totally fun. went banana boating which was awesome except for being thrown off twice... soo tonight i just chilled i was totally tired.. tomorrow i think i amm going too boca wiht amandacami&lexie.. and i have to work on that science project..ughness i am annoyed about one little thing..but whatever SOOO YEAH LIFE IS GOOD.THE END! READ CMNT (1)

yeah LIFE! [Sunday January 8th, 2006] soo basically i thought it was time for a venting post, so here it goes! i dont remember the last time i updated and i know it wasnt too long ago but whatever. winter breakk was truely amazing! i mean i didnt go out of town or anything soo i basically just chilled with people! VERYRELAXIN!then there was new years each was amazing the end.lol..and then we went back to school and that is when things got weird! basically i got my hopes up when i told myself not too and others did too! i decided not to listen to myself or others and look what happend...i dont even know where we stand now and i am really confused maybe i am just over reaction over nothing and being retarded! who knows?? IM DONE. READ CMNT (0)

ANOTHER POINTLESS UPDATE ON THE WINTER BREAK!! [Thursday December 29th, 2005] yeah soo basically i was like stuck in the house for a while with christmas and my brother in town! soo xmas was amazing got my ipod speakers clothes etc.. the day after went to sawgrass and it was total hell i wanted to kill myself..then the next day went to boca which was much better and yeah that was fun!.. yestruday went get the eyebrows waxed with gabo and meri...then later me and gabi and cami went to the movies and GRAND LUX CAFE.which was amazing..gosh i missed hanging out with cami lol.. then today me and the madre went to lunch..and now i am gettin ready for the BEACH BOYS CONCERT WITH LEXIE AND GABI! yeah then tomorrow i think i am hanging out with marissa...then sat. NEWYEARS!! what i am soo flipping excited! ok im done. again totally pointless. READ CMNT (0)

OMFG IT IS FREAKING CHRISTMAS EVE!! [Saturday December 24th, 2005] yeahh soo how about the fact that this freaking winter break i would say has been pretty durn good!! so i left off the last post with the whole my fucking up and lossing a friend...but basically we talked about it and we are all good!! thank freaking god idk what i would without my lo the ho!! seriously i missed her soo freaking much and we only faught for like two day!! but yeah.. soo i left off with monday right?? soo tuesday i woke up chilled out..gabi called me and was like we gotta chill soo we went to sushi and walked aroung the walk with her friend brittany..then we went back to her house and chilled then went to meet amanda at GRAND LUX CAFE which was truely amazing i am soo freaking for thoughs outlets to open it is going to be soo freaking pretty..soo yeah aron and his friend met us there..we ate.it was freaking frezzing out so we went to startbuckss and then too the fountain springs pool and me and gabi and amanda left.amanda slept over my house. wednesday..we woke up went back to her house then we got ready and went to oasis and saw 'fun with dick and jane' with aron and ryan..then i had to come home my mom was being GAY!! sooo tuesday night i just chilled out the house because i got the whole "you are never home...."talk.. thrusday gabi called me up and invited me to boca soo we went to boca then i came home for a little then got dropped off at her house and we went out to weston with lexie for some japaninn and then alittle starbucks..and lets just say we are the coolest we got like five free drinks!! yeahh friday i just chilled and got my nails done..so today my brother is coming and i am actually really excited to see him ..this will be the frist time i have seem him without the gf since i think like last xmas...eventhough she is coming tomorrow lol..but yeah i miss seeing him! lol soo tomorrow is xmas and i am really excited but it really doesnt feel like xmas at all considering i know every single present under the treee...whatever and i am actually really sad amanda left me today for skiing for a week!! and then aron left forr his cruisee :(...whatever i am off to shower and suchh   and this was a tottaly pointless post but whatever!! <333 READ CMNT (3)

winter break! [Tuesday December 20th, 2005] yeah i know no one is going to read this soo i dont even no wow i am typing but i am guess this might help me feel better about things basically i really fucked things upp and i dont no how to fix it but we will get to that in a mintue soo friday went out with the girls && went to the tannin bed and had lunch,then i went over amandas and we hung out with are new friend jeff &&went to starbucks then saturday amanda and i went to broward mall and lunch and her hair appointment.then we had to go to babbysit then to mcdonalds and yeah i forgot after that so sunday we woke up went to ryans saw his new puppy and then to the mall and lunch then had to get ready for amandas family christmas thing and that is when things got bad but i will talk about that in a min. so monday we woke up late chilled had some english pancakes ryan came over we went to pick up amanda friend had lunch then aron came over and we watched 40 year old virgin and then i had to come home and basically been chilling since then! SOO LETS TALK MORE ABOUT ME FUCKING UP! soo basically i miss understood a comment someoneleft on a friends myspace..and lets just say i over reacted! then i was like ok whatever i will let this set soo at amandas christmas thing i had a little wine and basically this is when things get bad-- i say some pretty hurtfull things too a friends actually not a friends A BEST FRIEND!! and i really wasnt even thinking about what i was saying i was just saying it-- and now i really dont no what too do..and i have to tried to say i was sorry but nothing i do seems to help..and i kinda got someone else in trouble for what i said we really this person had nothing to do with it..soo now i am really sad and i really dont no what to do! i have to tried to say sorry! idk sould i just let it set for a while?should i talk to her again? i really dont no.... READ CMNT (2)

life is good! [Wednesday December 7th, 2005] i dont have these post to often..usually they are the whole i hate life depression post but yeah!! i am happy, and it isnt one thing that made me happy idk it is whole bunch of shit! --umm maybe it is the fact that tomorrow is my last full day of school intill we get back from break which is totally amazing!! friday i am only going half day(dr appointment) andnext week exams!! --maybe it is because the weekend is almost here!! --exams next week and i have to take only two!! but yeah --christmass time and i am always happy during xmas --idk but life is just good!! <33 READ CMNT (0)

BENN&&JERRY [Friday December 2nd, 2005] Yeah so basically i am being a loser again and having a ben&jerry's night!! whatever i have to do someshit because i am not going to be home the rest of the weekend. soo i have alot to say kinda so this weekend is going to kick ass-- tomorrow going to kershs and boca mall with momma kersh &&maybe, lexie&cami.going to see rent!! GIRLS NIGHT YEAHH!! then sunday the boat!i think..yeah i pretty sure it is the boat i am very excited i havent been on the boat since me and camis little tubing backwards adventure!!--yeah i am diffently not tubing backwards! soo that is the weeknd--and basically nexted weekend is going to kick ASS!!yeahh but here comes the stressful venting part! -got progess reports today,they were ok excpet two C but it hink i am bringing them up...i am not too sure about that considering that fact of the whole one week till midterms!! stressfull -and i stressing because yeah basically crushes are annoying...yeah the love life sucks as always...i hate people leading u on!!the end **ok iam offf have fun tonight bitches.. READ CMNT (0)

[Wednesday November 30th, 2005] basically life is gettin better.. totally got a 95 on the math test (with a 30 point curve) this weekend is going to kick ass!! i am very excited for sat...RENT&&BOCA mall with my favorite girls! yeah my throat is hurting and i think i might be loosing the voice...basically that would suck! tomorrow is the first day of dec and i get to eat chocolate from the xmas countdown! i am very excited for the weekend after this! i totally failed a spainsh tested today(eventhough that is not a good thing) i think i have a new love interest?what? ughhh i really do think i did good on the last history test! driving is progesses-- i am thinking break(yeah!) I AM SOO FREAKKKING EXCITED FOR XMAS!! ok i am off to go study for science(probaally not)! ♥ READ CMNT (0)

life! [Sunday November 27th, 2005] soo life is pretty good at the moment school tomorrow is gonna stink i ordered my ipod nano and my speaker thing!! ohh the excitement except idont get it intill christmass i am soo freakking excited... went to boca mall today with gab and that always makes me feel better!! i love that place... we only have like two weeks to examms...wow lets just say TIME FLYS!! i am kinda nervous about exams eventhough i am only taking too and christmass break is going to kick ass i am very excited BASICALLY LIFE IS GOOD!! one thing would make it better...but yeah i doubt that is gonna happen intime soon <33 LIFES GOOD READ CMNT (0)

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